Koblenz 3rd of November 2016

Well, it's been a long time since i write something. seems the habit of writing disappeared with all the major changes in my life. It's time to get back and tell stories again. short or long, deep or even just shallow stories.

I will challenge myself to write one post a day for two weeks and starting again from there. There are a lot to tell...from the backpacking in vietnam to cambodia, from the first time to fall in love again after so many years of feeling empty, from the chaotic wedding preparation, from crazy official paper works in both Indonesian and German part, from the hardest saying good bye to my beloved family and my cute niece and nephew, from the first two weeks life as confused housewife, and more and more....

Its a total change indeed, hard but i know i can make it, especially with the man that i love, i trust, i make vow to live with.

To start the active blog, a beautiful song from James Arthur, Say you won't let go

I met you in the dark
You lit me up
You made me feel as though
I was enough
We danced the night away
We drank too much
I held your hair back when
You were throwing up

Then you smiled over your shoulder
For a minute, I was stone cold sober
I pulled you closer to my chest
And you asked me to stay over
I said, I already told ya
I think that you should get some rest

I knew I loved you then
But you'd never know
Cause I played it cool
When I was scared of letting go
I know I needed you
But I never showed
But I wanna stay with you
Until we're grey and old
Just say you won't let go
Just say you won't let go
I'm so in love with you
And I hope you know
Darling your love is more
than its worth in gold
We've come so far my dear
Look how we've grown
And I wanna stay with you
Until we're grey and old
Just say you won't let go
Just say you won't let go

I wanna live with you
Even when we're ghosts
Cause you were always there for me
When I needed you most

I'm gonna love you till
My lungs give out
I promise till death we part
Like in our vows...